Weekends remain an awkward time.
I'm never quite sure what to do with myself.
I haven't been able to get comfortable trying to socialize yet so I basically just spend time walking my dog, cleaning, doing laundry, running some errands, doing some yard work and occasionally getting together with family.
About the only time I feel normal is when I'm at the YMCA.
I know I should get back to church more consistently.
It's just that the few times I've gone all I could think about were all the happy couples and families there and ended up feeling sad, instead of listening to the message.
I know it doesn't make a lot of sense and I'm trying to work through it.
I'll head to the "Y" soon.
I'll feel better for a while after that.