From "A Grief Observed" by CS Lewis:
"Something quite unexpected has happened. My heart is lighter than it has been for weeks. And suddenly at the very moment that, so far, I mourned the least, I remembered her best."
Tomorrow will be day # 133 of Life without T.
Mornings have always been the worst time of the day for me but recently have been less intense.
Her presence is everywhere but my thoughts have been more positive, not as oppressively sad.
That's been a welcome change.